Tonight I was snuggling Lyric and I just thought about how lucky I am to have these tender moments with him. So many parents have lost their baby during the pregnancy or shortly after the birth but I get to hold and sing to my baby. I just feel very blessed.
Also while having the tender moment with my monkey it made me miss the moments we had while I was pregnant. That was such a special time and I miss having him with me every moment and him just being all mine. I got to always feel him and have that close bond. I love that he has a great daddy but at the same time sometimes I don't like sharing him! I know it sounds crazy but its the truth. While he was in my belly he felt like he was all mine. Now that it has passed I realize how much I miss it. Since I had such a hard pregnancy I truly never thought I would miss it but I now can't remember the hard stuff only the good times of him kicking, singing to him on my long drives to and from work and cradling my belly to sleep and knowing we were always together. Now I have to leave him to go to college and I miss him every moment.
I just love him so very much and he is my song.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Disgusted
I watched a documentary on Investigative Discovery about the Phelps Family and their Westboro Baptist Church in Topeka Kansas. I have never felt more disgusted in my life. This family and their Church run a cult and protest military funerals. They hold signs saying Fags are going to hell, Fag Lovers and other horrible hatred messages. They tell anyone that isn't doing exactly what they believe that they are going to hell. I believe that I do not have the right to judge others and say where they are going when they die because I have my own sin to worry about. This church rejoices when people die, get cancer, get hit by cars or anything else saying its God righteous judgement. True Christians knows that the pain and death of this world is not God. Satan controls this world. We have free will to choose God he doesn't cause pain and death unto us. Blaming him for it is just wrong. I have never seen people more concerned with spreading hate then leading people to God.
Never in my life have I ever wanted to beat the crap out of someone more than the mother leading her children out into the world spreading those hateful messages. How dare you think that it is even remotely okay to decide if someone is going to "hell" you are not God and the fact you are parading around giving out those judgements will come back to bite you when you meet him and answer what have you done in your life. To watch these poor children and teenagers grow up with so much judgement and hate in their hearts brings tears to my eyes. Watching little children (4, 5 and 6 year olds) yell out Fag Nation and Fag Lovers breaks my heart. They are growing up hearing such vile language and it is being ingrained in them. To protest a military funeral is so shameful. Whether you go to war or not how dare you shove signs calling the soldiers "Fag Lovers" and "Thank God for dead soldiers" when their family and friends are mourning their lives. Those men and women died fighting for your ignorant ass to stand their and protest. Try doing that in the middle east and you will be murdered but here in the United States, which you say is a Fag Nation, we allow freedom of speech. It so foul I just cant get over it. We all are going to meet our maker and how dare you think you have a right to pass your judgement on me "in the name of God". You are seriously mistaken about the God I serve that's for sure.
I am going to raise my son to be kind and compassionate to those that might not be living the way you choose to live. To love anyone because that my friend is a commandment. You are to love others the way Jesus has loved you. I don't understand why people spread a message of God's hatred when his love is so powerful. His love can change a persons life. God loves each and every person and cries every time we sin. I know he is shedding so many tears watching these people spread lies regarding him and his love.
Oh and their leader Fred Phelps is the most vile and disgusting person I have ever heard preach. He cusses during his sermons and is and old, arrogant asshole.
If you want to read more about them their website is: www.godhatesfags.com
Never in my life have I ever wanted to beat the crap out of someone more than the mother leading her children out into the world spreading those hateful messages. How dare you think that it is even remotely okay to decide if someone is going to "hell" you are not God and the fact you are parading around giving out those judgements will come back to bite you when you meet him and answer what have you done in your life. To watch these poor children and teenagers grow up with so much judgement and hate in their hearts brings tears to my eyes. Watching little children (4, 5 and 6 year olds) yell out Fag Nation and Fag Lovers breaks my heart. They are growing up hearing such vile language and it is being ingrained in them. To protest a military funeral is so shameful. Whether you go to war or not how dare you shove signs calling the soldiers "Fag Lovers" and "Thank God for dead soldiers" when their family and friends are mourning their lives. Those men and women died fighting for your ignorant ass to stand their and protest. Try doing that in the middle east and you will be murdered but here in the United States, which you say is a Fag Nation, we allow freedom of speech. It so foul I just cant get over it. We all are going to meet our maker and how dare you think you have a right to pass your judgement on me "in the name of God". You are seriously mistaken about the God I serve that's for sure.
I am going to raise my son to be kind and compassionate to those that might not be living the way you choose to live. To love anyone because that my friend is a commandment. You are to love others the way Jesus has loved you. I don't understand why people spread a message of God's hatred when his love is so powerful. His love can change a persons life. God loves each and every person and cries every time we sin. I know he is shedding so many tears watching these people spread lies regarding him and his love.
Oh and their leader Fred Phelps is the most vile and disgusting person I have ever heard preach. He cusses during his sermons and is and old, arrogant asshole.
If you want to read more about them their website is: www.godhatesfags.com
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